Hello deviant friends, it's been a while ! (that's weird to introduce like that with the picture I just posted)
I sometimes come back just to add tons of awesomeness to my favourites.
I'm sorry if I almost never post here, I'm a bit lost between tumblr, tapastic shitbook & co. I'll try to update my dev' more often.
I'm still working the most I can and that becomes harder and harder to keep faith in my projects when you have a family that keep criticizing & saying "no-one cares about your useless stuff". I got convinced that I'm just a shit. But I still go on and try to be positive. (I keep hearing it's the most important). I made a new website and was quite proud to success making it all by my own ( it's here : forsakenstar.com
), I've even organized a "VIP Opening Night" that meant a lot to me since Forsaken Star is my most important & personal project. I've learnt a lot, had great fun in hard time with that project. And only 4 friends came. Half of them haven't even answered to my text. And no internet friend seemed to care enough to come.
This is when the shadow came back more stronger than ever. Sometimes, I just want to shut off all my internet accounts forever and disappear...
I found a job that has nothing to do with design. I'm starting tomorrow, and I hope it'll be great.
Work is the best thing to fill up your mind with something other than doubts and all those bad things.